Sunday, April 27

I am NOT obligated to eat that chocolate!!

This morning when I first woke up...well, it was eleven, but whatev....I wandered downstairs. I felt like total hairy tongue from the lack of good sleep, alcohol, and fatty greasy food. The first thing I see down there is the bag of bulk candy I bought last night. I open it even though I feel nauseated and pull out all of the cookie dough balls (covered in chocolate of course) and put them in a little dish. I was going to sit and eat them ALL. I don't know why. I had 2 of them and then I said, "Hey moron, you don't have to eat those! Put them back!!!" So...I did. Then I scrambled up some egg whites and cheese and ate them instead. I was so proud of myself. I had some yogurt and then didn't eat again until 6:00pm when I went to the store and got my daily fresh fruit and veggies. Yes, that is expensive, but since I'm not buying any other kind of food and not using the vending machine I think I'm breaking even!! I ate the fresh stuff and 2 slices of tiny bread with natural peanut butter and that was it!!

So I DO still have will power I just had to get fed up with myself enough to actually tap into it. I took a 6 mile walk this afternoon wow it was so warm out of nowhere!! It cooled right back down again but for the time being it was perfect. I wore my sexy white sunglasses that get me double takes everywhere I go ha ha they are different alright!! I wanted some a while back but didn't know if they were too...much. Then I saw some Armani Exchange ones at Marshalls and went for it. I love them!!


PS this is not that great of a pic of me but its the only one my damn computer will let me load!!! They look really cool with my hair pulled back. You can laugh, its ok :)

1 comment:

Astrid said...

egg whites and cheese and then just fruit? That doesn't sound like enough food, girl! Anyhow, congrats on not eating the chocolate. That's a good thing.