Impending Doom?

I am not looking forward to the rest of my interactions with Rocky now that we are divorced. Last night he showed me what kind of douchebag he really is. I think he was holding back the douchiness before. Let's just say that he definitely puts his own needs before the children's. I need to get them out of there. I realize that he is more interested in partying than he is in doing what is best for them, and he expects me to give up my albeit tiny social life so he can have his own.



I am going to the Vermont Brewer's Festival tonight. I told James I wasn't going to go because its just easier that way. I realized that even after flat out asking him if he was intending to meet up with me there or take me and getting no answer (or "I don't know") that I would rather not have to be with him at all. He keeps acting like he doesn't want to lose me but he won't just come out and say anything. Its like he is completely afraid to admit or confirm anything about his feelings, actions, or future intentions. I wonder what girl fucked this man up and when. Was it his mother? An ex-girlfriend? I don't think a man would act like this unless something happened earlier in his life that made him so scared of commitment and expressing emotions.



I am thinking about making some kind of friend/love necklace. Not the cheesy best friend necklaces we had in grade school, but along those lines of 2 halves of something that fit together uniquely. I am thinking shells or wood. If it was classy like that does anyone think that would sell? It wouldn't have any writing on it, just simply be 2 halves of a whole. Maybe I could even make one that a man and a woman could each wear, a feminine and a masculine piece. Hmmm. I need to make something catchy that will sell in larger quantities and that I can easily reproduce.