EEEEK!!
OMG I have a date tomorrow and its not with a D.B.!!! :) I know Astrid, you said not to get to anxious but I can't help it haha!!
We just had a HUGE thunderstorm with a major downpour that came in through Alex's A/C so now his floor is soaked! Dammit. Oh well it will dry.
Alicia has been sick with this awful thing that causes canker sores all in her mouth and she can't eat much and is Super Cranky. It was so hot and sunny today that neither of them wanted to go outside and so they picked on each other all day. I finally told Alex to go and have quiet time in his room before I started screaming!!
In case you were wondering (i know y'all have been on the edge of your seats) I haven't spoken to James since Wednesday when he was being a douche after inviting me for dinner after work and then ditching me for his computer (I was looking for any reason to get out of it anyway). He hasn't texted me, emailed me, or called me. We have been having a myspace messaging fight all day which I am merely keeping up with because I am bored and I just don't care anymore. I have found several things he has lied to me about in the past few days and I don't think I deserve that. I feel like I wasted so much time and energy and effort on this "man". Who was I kidding? He has strung me along for months just to keep me around so in case he becomes insane one day and decided he wanted to commit to me, I would still be there. Well NOT THIS TIME asshole!!! Too bad because I really like his friends. oh well. I hope the man I am seeing tomorrow is at least someone I can be good friends with, if not more eventually! I am trying not to get my hopes up but I am a dreamer...
We just had a HUGE thunderstorm with a major downpour that came in through Alex's A/C so now his floor is soaked! Dammit. Oh well it will dry.
Alicia has been sick with this awful thing that causes canker sores all in her mouth and she can't eat much and is Super Cranky. It was so hot and sunny today that neither of them wanted to go outside and so they picked on each other all day. I finally told Alex to go and have quiet time in his room before I started screaming!!
In case you were wondering (i know y'all have been on the edge of your seats) I haven't spoken to James since Wednesday when he was being a douche after inviting me for dinner after work and then ditching me for his computer (I was looking for any reason to get out of it anyway). He hasn't texted me, emailed me, or called me. We have been having a myspace messaging fight all day which I am merely keeping up with because I am bored and I just don't care anymore. I have found several things he has lied to me about in the past few days and I don't think I deserve that. I feel like I wasted so much time and energy and effort on this "man". Who was I kidding? He has strung me along for months just to keep me around so in case he becomes insane one day and decided he wanted to commit to me, I would still be there. Well NOT THIS TIME asshole!!! Too bad because I really like his friends. oh well. I hope the man I am seeing tomorrow is at least someone I can be good friends with, if not more eventually! I am trying not to get my hopes up but I am a dreamer...
2 comments:
Relax about the date! I know, easy for me to say... but I swear, be yourself and he is super sweet.
Does Alica have Hand, Foot & Mouth? Evalina had that a couple of years back, and it was really sad... hope she gets over soon.
And, don't waste time on negative people, life is too short.
My words of wisdom.. love you!!
Hey girl,
I pray Alicia is feeling 100% real soon! Poor little girl...
Ooooo, a date huh? Well,I pray it all went well! and just like Astrid said in her comment, I'm sure if you are yourself, things go well : )
Take care and God Bless...
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